I hate how it's in the midst of December and I have so much to do.
Seriously, especially all the revision that I have to catch up on :/
Worst thing is that I'm still not in the working mood.
Actually, I'm never in that mood.
Still..
So much stuff is going on.
Gatherings, CCA stuff, RS, homework, revision, personal crap..
Grr.
I don't like it.
I know, my time is running out, but I still don't feel like doing anything.
Ahh crap, I'm screwed.
Next year is going to be crazy.
Especially the fact that I need to pull my grades up for me to graduate.
I'm so scared.
:/
Dang it, I wish I was smarter.
No, I wish I was more hardworking.
Okay, I shall start on work tomorrow.
Yes.
Shall not open my overflowing inbox to tempt me to go onto Facebook.
Hahah ;D
Damn, I miss the whole month I spent in Taiwan without worries.
Really..
I'm really wasting my life here.
Grr.

My will-power is so weak that I'm close to being back to Square One again.
Damn.
:/
And the worse thing is that I'm the only one that's like this..
It's ridiculous.
Grr.
Rawr.
I wanna scream.

;XOXO

Labels: messed up, random thoughts, stress, Taiwan

Just came home from watching 2012.
That movie made me really scared.
I really don't know what's going to happen three years from now.
Seriously.
Omg.
But it was really a good movie.
Gosh, I'm freaked out.
Don't really wanna leave this world just yet..
I still have so much I want to do with my life.
Dang.
Ohh and I found it interesting that they used an African-American as the U.S. President.
HAHA.
Maybe it was because of President Obama..
Hmm..

Today was really fun.
THANKS XIN KAI FOR LETTING US GO OVER TO YOUR PLACE :D
Hopefully we can have another TI gathering soon ! (:
HAHA.
Dangitttt, I still miss Taiwaaaan.
Pfft.
XMD Bunch should hang out too ;D
Haha.
Sigh.
I'm still spooked about 2012..
Freaaaaakk :/

...I LOVE YOU !

;XOXO

Labels: 2012, messed up, sad, scary, Taiwan

SUPER EMO.

Gathering tomorrow, YAYYY (:
Haven't written anything yet.
EPIC FAIL.
And I hear Las Vegas.
I kinda miss Vegas.
Shitzel.
This really sucks.
Turning in soon I guess.
Blahh.
I'm sad.
I miss a lot of things.
Damn.

;XOXO

Labels: emo, miss, random thoughts, Taiwan

TWO NIGHTS IN A ROW WHERE I DREAMED THAT I WAS STILL IN TAIWAN D:
Damn it, I miss it so much.
Hah, now EVERYTHING reminds me of Taiwan one way or another.
Hopefully tomorrow's meeting thing will work out too ;D
OMG I CAN'T WAIT.
Even though I've been going out EVERYDAY ever since I came back.
Gosh I'm beat.
Haha.
Ohh yeah, I haven't got 'round to writing out first impressions xD
I should do it now.
HAHHAA.
Ohh yeah, we played TOD and so here's my answer for my top 3:

#1: ALL THE GUYS BECAUSE YOU ALL ARE EQUALLY AWESOME ;D

You know what, I shall just type out a note on Facebook and tag everyone.
HAHA yeah, easier.
And it's not like everyone in the world knows my blog..
Or do they..
Hmm.
HAHA ;D
I'm kinda tired.
Pfft.
I MISS TAIWAAAAAAAN :/
♥

;XOXO

Labels: dreams, LOVEE, random thoughts, Taiwan, TOD

It's all over.
I didn't sleep at all last night, felt that it'll be a waste of time.
Haha, a bunch of us TODed till we had to leave for the airport.
Horrible.
I really miss Taiwan a lot.
I miss the stress-less life there.
Coming back here, I have SO MUCH to do.
So much revision.
Damn it.
My head hurts.
Pfft.

I think I shall go wash up, unpack, and start my first impression list.
Okay, here's an EPIC first impression the dudes had on me: ASHLEY TISDALE.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Seriously, like.. LMAO !
Weird.
And apparently I look a bit angmoh-ish.
Probably because of my, ahem, hair.
But angmoh ?!?!
WOWW.
Everyone who agreed must have been half asleep.
PFFT.

;XOXO

Labels: depressed, first impressions, really sad, Taiwan, weird

Haha I'm back from my 3 days 2 nights Graduation Trip.
It was pretty awesome.
Except for the fact that I was illegal today.
Like, really illegal.. Jail kind of illegal.
No, I did not steal anything.
I kinda bought alcohol without a license.
OMS.
I'm serious.
Okay, like I totally forgot about the whole "No buying alcohol under the age of 18" rule.
Yes, it applies to Taiwan too.
And like without any hesitation, I bought the wine.
Two bottles of strawberry wine.
It was meant to be presents for my Aunt and Dad.
Yep.
Horrible.
I didn't even think of the consequences.
D:
Haha, in the end, the teachers found out (obviously).
And so we returned it.
But like the whole "I'm in deep shit" realization hit me like 10 mins after I bought it.
The two salespeople didn't even ask us for identification or whatever.
Likee wtp.
HAHAHA.
But I totally felt so guilty.
Like.. REALLY GUILTY.
I didn't wanna go to jail..
Not in Taiwan :/
HAHA..
D:
But I was so scared.
Really..
Sighh..

On a happier note, the alcohol was nice (:
HAHAHAHA.
Whatever.
I tried a 6.5% one and a 11% one.
Yeah.
They seriously didn't ask about our ages.
WTP.
D:<
Alcohol screws with your brain.

Blah, I'm really sad that tomorrow's the LAST FULL day we're going to spend here.
I'm really sad.
Okay, today (technically yesterday) I was still thinking that it was Thursday.
So when I asked Laura what day it was, she told me it was Friday, and then it hit me.
Time passes so fast, it's crazy.
It really seemed like it was yesterday when we were all at the airport saying our goodbyes.
And me, waiting eons for Jazzy to turn up (x
Haha.
Then I started crying.
Seriously, tears just rolled down.
D:
Ahhh, everyone was right about treasuring the times spent here.
Now it's going to be over real soon.
So depressing.
Okay, it's not like I hate Singapore or anything.
It's just that it was really a wonderful experience here.
Really.
Yeah, maybe this year's batch isn't as awesome as last year's (LIKE WHAT THE TWO Js SAY).. I still love us (:
Haha, and yes, it's WAAAAAY less scandalous.
Pfft.
(Mostly due to the guys -coughcough- no offence.)
Not that there's absolutely nothing going on..
HAHAHA (x
Sigh, it's really nice here.

Anyway, we're going to Xi Men Ding for the second time tomorrow !
:D
Which is like, really AWESOME (that's like my word (:) because I can totally spam on DBSK stuff !
HAHAHA.
Seriously.
And my luggage is bursting.
I'm totally going to hafta pay extra.
Dang it.
Gosh..
Okay, I'm going to do first impressions of people on this trip..
Maybe people I'm pretty close to.
Closer..
Yeah.
Soon.
HAHHAA.
I feel like doing it now, but like it's late..
Yeahhh.
I WANNA PLAY TOD AGAIN.
(:

Haha, it's weird how I keep saying "awesome" on this trip.
HAHAHAHA.
It's pretty weird..
Hmm. (:
I'm really saddd.
Depressed.
And kinda sleepy.
(:
Haha, and I'm pretty much packed up for Sunday !
:D
Thank god we can hand carry Tai Yang Bings.
If not, I'd be worse than screwed.
HAHA.
(:
I'm starting to love Karaoke now too !
It's so weird.
AHHH.
I don't want to go back :/
XI MEN DING TOMORROW !
AGAIN !
DBSK !
:/
Damn it.
I'm going to treasure every second tomorrow..
After I wake up at 10am !
(:

(Pardon the screwed side pictures, I'll fix it after I return to Singapore)

;XOXO

Labels: awesome, emo, random thoughts, really sad, Taiwan

It's 2.30 and I'm not asleep.
All thanks to the stupid performance thing.
I'm going to fall sick soon.
YAY.
:/

;XOXO

Labels: sad, Taiwan, tired

I AM SO FREAKING PISSED OFF.
I SERIOUSLY WANT TO YELL AT EVERYONE.
OMFG.
SERIOUSLY, SUCH A SIMPLE TASK AND YET IT CANNOT BE DONE.
ARGH.
SO PISSED OFF.
I'M LIKE SO STRESSED ABOUT EVERYTHING FOR NO REASON.
I JUST HATE SEEING THINGS BEING UNDONE RIGHT BEFORE THE FREAKIN' DEADLINE AND LIKE NO ONE GIVES A DAMN.
ARGH.
I AM A WALKING STRESS-BOMB.
Three tests in a week.
All of them are 大考s which sucks TTM.
I should not care and just flunk the entire thing.
Yeah.
Screw this.
I don't want to waste my time anymore.

Labels: pissed off, stress, Taiwan

THIS SUCKS TTM. D:<
JHFSKLEJHKLAJHKASHDKLASDHZSKJDHASD..
DIEEEEE. ><
& there are so many unglam pictures.
Seriously, it's disgusting.
Wtf.
HAHHAA.
I'm like a stress bomb waiting to explode anytime soon.
Ohhyeah.
Just kill me now.
NOWWWWWW !
But I still don't want this to end.
Damn it.
):

;XOXO

Labels: really sad, stress, Taiwan

Goodness, I just cried to a video..
D:
http://www.facebook.com/#/video/video.php?v=1191907639323&ref=nf
Really sad.
Sigh..
:/

Today was.. weird.
And kinda a waste of time.
We were on this TV show thing.
Bai3 Wan4 Xiao3 Xue2 Tang2
It probably won't be on Youtube or anything since it was like..
Boring.
HAHA.
Seriously.
Oh well.

I'm still sad about that video.
And I just heard some REALLY SHOCKING NEWS.
HAHAA.
Ahh well.
(:

;XOXO

Labels: random thoughts, sad, Taiwan

I hate how it's in the midst of December and I have so much to do.
Seriously, especially all the revision that I have to catch up on :/
Worst thing is that I'm still not in the working mood.
Actually, I'm never in that mood.
Still..
So much stuff is going on.
Gatherings, CCA stuff, RS, homework, revision, personal crap..
Grr.
I don't like it.
I know, my time is running out, but I still don't feel like doing anything.
Ahh crap, I'm screwed.
Next year is going to be crazy.
Especially the fact that I need to pull my grades up for me to graduate.
I'm so scared.
:/
Dang it, I wish I was smarter.
No, I wish I was more hardworking.
Okay, I shall start on work tomorrow.
Yes.
Shall not open my overflowing inbox to tempt me to go onto Facebook.
Hahah ;D
Damn, I miss the whole month I spent in Taiwan without worries.
Really..
I'm really wasting my life here.
Grr.

My will-power is so weak that I'm close to being back to Square One again.
Damn.
:/
And the worse thing is that I'm the only one that's like this..
It's ridiculous.
Grr.
Rawr.
I wanna scream.

;XOXO

Labels: messed up, random thoughts, stress, Taiwan

Just came home from watching 2012.
That movie made me really scared.
I really don't know what's going to happen three years from now.
Seriously.
Omg.
But it was really a good movie.
Gosh, I'm freaked out.
Don't really wanna leave this world just yet..
I still have so much I want to do with my life.
Dang.
Ohh and I found it interesting that they used an African-American as the U.S. President.
HAHA.
Maybe it was because of President Obama..
Hmm..

Today was really fun.
THANKS XIN KAI FOR LETTING US GO OVER TO YOUR PLACE :D
Hopefully we can have another TI gathering soon ! (:
HAHA.
Dangitttt, I still miss Taiwaaaan.
Pfft.
XMD Bunch should hang out too ;D
Haha.
Sigh.
I'm still spooked about 2012..
Freaaaaakk :/

...I LOVE YOU !

;XOXO

Labels: 2012, messed up, sad, scary, Taiwan

SUPER EMO.

Gathering tomorrow, YAYYY (:
Haven't written anything yet.
EPIC FAIL.
And I hear Las Vegas.
I kinda miss Vegas.
Shitzel.
This really sucks.
Turning in soon I guess.
Blahh.
I'm sad.
I miss a lot of things.
Damn.

;XOXO

Labels: emo, miss, random thoughts, Taiwan

TWO NIGHTS IN A ROW WHERE I DREAMED THAT I WAS STILL IN TAIWAN D:
Damn it, I miss it so much.
Hah, now EVERYTHING reminds me of Taiwan one way or another.
Hopefully tomorrow's meeting thing will work out too ;D
OMG I CAN'T WAIT.
Even though I've been going out EVERYDAY ever since I came back.
Gosh I'm beat.
Haha.
Ohh yeah, I haven't got 'round to writing out first impressions xD
I should do it now.
HAHHAA.
Ohh yeah, we played TOD and so here's my answer for my top 3:

#1: ALL THE GUYS BECAUSE YOU ALL ARE EQUALLY AWESOME ;D

You know what, I shall just type out a note on Facebook and tag everyone.
HAHA yeah, easier.
And it's not like everyone in the world knows my blog..
Or do they..
Hmm.
HAHA ;D
I'm kinda tired.
Pfft.
I MISS TAIWAAAAAAAN :/
♥

;XOXO

Labels: dreams, LOVEE, random thoughts, Taiwan, TOD

It's all over.
I didn't sleep at all last night, felt that it'll be a waste of time.
Haha, a bunch of us TODed till we had to leave for the airport.
Horrible.
I really miss Taiwan a lot.
I miss the stress-less life there.
Coming back here, I have SO MUCH to do.
So much revision.
Damn it.
My head hurts.
Pfft.

I think I shall go wash up, unpack, and start my first impression list.
Okay, here's an EPIC first impression the dudes had on me: ASHLEY TISDALE.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Seriously, like.. LMAO !
Weird.
And apparently I look a bit angmoh-ish.
Probably because of my, ahem, hair.
But angmoh ?!?!
WOWW.
Everyone who agreed must have been half asleep.
PFFT.

;XOXO

Labels: depressed, first impressions, really sad, Taiwan, weird

Haha I'm back from my 3 days 2 nights Graduation Trip.
It was pretty awesome.
Except for the fact that I was illegal today.
Like, really illegal.. Jail kind of illegal.
No, I did not steal anything.
I kinda bought alcohol without a license.
OMS.
I'm serious.
Okay, like I totally forgot about the whole "No buying alcohol under the age of 18" rule.
Yes, it applies to Taiwan too.
And like without any hesitation, I bought the wine.
Two bottles of strawberry wine.
It was meant to be presents for my Aunt and Dad.
Yep.
Horrible.
I didn't even think of the consequences.
D:
Haha, in the end, the teachers found out (obviously).
And so we returned it.
But like the whole "I'm in deep shit" realization hit me like 10 mins after I bought it.
The two salespeople didn't even ask us for identification or whatever.
Likee wtp.
HAHAHA.
But I totally felt so guilty.
Like.. REALLY GUILTY.
I didn't wanna go to jail..
Not in Taiwan :/
HAHA..
D:
But I was so scared.
Really..
Sighh..

On a happier note, the alcohol was nice (:
HAHAHAHA.
Whatever.
I tried a 6.5% one and a 11% one.
Yeah.
They seriously didn't ask about our ages.
WTP.
D:<
Alcohol screws with your brain.

Blah, I'm really sad that tomorrow's the LAST FULL day we're going to spend here.
I'm really sad.
Okay, today (technically yesterday) I was still thinking that it was Thursday.
So when I asked Laura what day it was, she told me it was Friday, and then it hit me.
Time passes so fast, it's crazy.
It really seemed like it was yesterday when we were all at the airport saying our goodbyes.
And me, waiting eons for Jazzy to turn up (x
Haha.
Then I started crying.
Seriously, tears just rolled down.
D:
Ahhh, everyone was right about treasuring the times spent here.
Now it's going to be over real soon.
So depressing.
Okay, it's not like I hate Singapore or anything.
It's just that it was really a wonderful experience here.
Really.
Yeah, maybe this year's batch isn't as awesome as last year's (LIKE WHAT THE TWO Js SAY).. I still love us (:
Haha, and yes, it's WAAAAAY less scandalous.
Pfft.
(Mostly due to the guys -coughcough- no offence.)
Not that there's absolutely nothing going on..
HAHAHA (x
Sigh, it's really nice here.

Anyway, we're going to Xi Men Ding for the second time tomorrow !
:D
Which is like, really AWESOME (that's like my word (:) because I can totally spam on DBSK stuff !
HAHAHA.
Seriously.
And my luggage is bursting.
I'm totally going to hafta pay extra.
Dang it.
Gosh..
Okay, I'm going to do first impressions of people on this trip..
Maybe people I'm pretty close to.
Closer..
Yeah.
Soon.
HAHHAA.
I feel like doing it now, but like it's late..
Yeahhh.
I WANNA PLAY TOD AGAIN.
(:

Haha, it's weird how I keep saying "awesome" on this trip.
HAHAHAHA.
It's pretty weird..
Hmm. (:
I'm really saddd.
Depressed.
And kinda sleepy.
(:
Haha, and I'm pretty much packed up for Sunday !
:D
Thank god we can hand carry Tai Yang Bings.
If not, I'd be worse than screwed.
HAHA.
(:
I'm starting to love Karaoke now too !
It's so weird.
AHHH.
I don't want to go back :/
XI MEN DING TOMORROW !
AGAIN !
DBSK !
:/
Damn it.
I'm going to treasure every second tomorrow..
After I wake up at 10am !
(:

(Pardon the screwed side pictures, I'll fix it after I return to Singapore)

;XOXO

Labels: awesome, emo, random thoughts, really sad, Taiwan

It's 2.30 and I'm not asleep.
All thanks to the stupid performance thing.
I'm going to fall sick soon.
YAY.
:/

;XOXO

Labels: sad, Taiwan, tired

I AM SO FREAKING PISSED OFF.
I SERIOUSLY WANT TO YELL AT EVERYONE.
OMFG.
SERIOUSLY, SUCH A SIMPLE TASK AND YET IT CANNOT BE DONE.
ARGH.
SO PISSED OFF.
I'M LIKE SO STRESSED ABOUT EVERYTHING FOR NO REASON.
I JUST HATE SEEING THINGS BEING UNDONE RIGHT BEFORE THE FREAKIN' DEADLINE AND LIKE NO ONE GIVES A DAMN.
ARGH.
I AM A WALKING STRESS-BOMB.
Three tests in a week.
All of them are 大考s which sucks TTM.
I should not care and just flunk the entire thing.
Yeah.
Screw this.
I don't want to waste my time anymore.

Labels: pissed off, stress, Taiwan

THIS SUCKS TTM. D:<
JHFSKLEJHKLAJHKASHDKLASDHZSKJDHASD..
DIEEEEE. ><
& there are so many unglam pictures.
Seriously, it's disgusting.
Wtf.
HAHHAA.
I'm like a stress bomb waiting to explode anytime soon.
Ohhyeah.
Just kill me now.
NOWWWWWW !
But I still don't want this to end.
Damn it.
):

;XOXO

Labels: really sad, stress, Taiwan

Goodness, I just cried to a video..
D:
http://www.facebook.com/#/video/video.php?v=1191907639323&ref=nf
Really sad.
Sigh..
:/

Today was.. weird.
And kinda a waste of time.
We were on this TV show thing.
Bai3 Wan4 Xiao3 Xue2 Tang2
It probably won't be on Youtube or anything since it was like..
Boring.
HAHA.
Seriously.
Oh well.

I'm still sad about that video.
And I just heard some REALLY SHOCKING NEWS.
HAHAA.
Ahh well.
(:

;XOXO

Labels: random thoughts, sad, Taiwan